I like you, I always have and I always will. Its hard knowing you don’t feel the same way, but I’d rather have you as a friend than nothing at all. But the thing that you don’t understand is how much it hurts me when you don’t ask how I’m doing, that I’ll have to wait months to hear from you. That when I do try, its like you don’t even want me in your life. There are times where I get the feeling that you feel the same way, and other times where I get the feeling that you don’t even want me around. I want to tell you how I feel, I really do, but there are those what ifs. What if it gets awkward and I lose you anyways?  But then again, what if you feel the same way? I guess what I’m trying to say is. I like you, I always have and I always will. But can you make up your mind whether you want me in your life or not, so I can move on.